...and you did. THANK YOU for the support, encouragement, and ass kicking (out of love) that I really and truly needed. I don't care if it was grammatically correct! ;)
I started this blog because I needed to establish a support system, and I also wanted to be a form of support to others. I never imagined just how much I would need you guys. Actually, I never imagined that I would have such a bad week, I thought I had everything down pat and under control. Maybe a little bit of a bad day here or there, but not like what I let happen to myself. There is no excuse for it. You guys are right, I cannot let myself go down that road every time things get tough. That only makes things even harder. Why I "forgot" that, I don't know. I really don't. Because of my lack of motivation, I became even more depressed. Obviously they both go hand in hand. I needed to blog about it so I can prevent it from happening again, and also to encourage anyone else who is going down that path. Don't let it happen - so not worth it.
I feel a million times better since this morning's post, and my optimism and positivity is back. I am going to rock out my walk in a half hour, even though it's raining. I am going to reflect on everything good that has happened and will continue to happen.
I am not kidding when I say this: I love you guys. Thanks for helping to pick this girl back up. <3 <3