So, my son’s Baptism is in 3 months, on July 8th. Everything is coming into place, we booked the restaurant for the reception, ordered balloon centerpieces, found favors to make, found invitations. We also booked the same photographer that we used for Dylan’s 1st birthday party, I want her to take pictures of the ceremony at church since my sister is usually the resident picture taker, but she is Dylan’s Godmother, so she will be on stage. I am VERY anxious to lose more weight before this day. For one, the spotlight will be on us in front of the whole congregation when we have to go on stage during the ceremony…arrgghhhh this alone makes me nervous! Also, I was so unhappy when I saw myself in the party pictures from his birthday, I actually cried…I don’t want to go through that again! Plus, it is in July, so I will probably need to wear a dress…..arrgghhh!!! This day is so important to me, I want to look my best!
Okay, let me try to calm myself down. I have three months. I am going to push to lose 30 more pounds in this time frame, which is do-able. Please tell me I can do this!!!! LOL