Man, today was a hard day for me. I stumbled upon a few things that brought back some memories of my mom. Just casual memories of us hanging out, but tears rolled down my face right away. Since then, I have been crying off & on. I watched some of Whitney Houston's funeral, and had to stop because that brought back more memories as well. As I get closer to the one year anniversary of her passing, my bad days have become less frequent but the pain is just as strong as the first day when I do have a bad day. This was just one of them.

I DO feel that she is watching me from up there, and cheering me on. My mom was one of my biggest support systems and I KNOW she is proud of me. I know it.

Despite how sad I've been today {or maybe because of it}, I put my all into my workout. It helped to relieve some of my feelings and gave me a nice boost of endorphins.

I know tomorrow will be a brighter day for me. We are getting up early to go to church and just spend some time together as a family. Tomorrow will be a better day! :)